i honestly get so scared, but get a good feeling of rush inside me when im reading stuff that i wrote out loud to people like i dont know to actually have people be quiet and actually want to know what i have to say is such a good feeling. Ugh, if only i could do it more often, but im a fucking chicken,so i doubt it’ll happen again.

haha yay.

fuck,and this is why i dont eat the school’s pizza, ugh now my throat is itchy and i already feel that im going to get sick and just uuugh, never again am i eating their stupid pizza again which is rarely even cooked and i just, damn it!

I dont want be sick, i feel so uncomfortable now :(

SIX MORE FUCKING DAYS TILL MY BRACES COME OFF…

i just *heavily breathes in out* i can’t do this omg

lol dont ever come to me ever again with your problems and say you miss me because that is 100% bullshit because once i helped you out, you never came back, so you know, what? When I come back dont consider yourself as my friend because you’re not.

Guys, guys, I just omg did I ever tell you that I hated the rain!?

WELL,I DO AND I HATE IT EVEN MORE.

I’ll tell you why, I just *hand fan airs* I just today, I hung out with my best friend and outside it was pretty muggy and cloudy and yes from the start you could say, “Jennifer, if you saw that it was like that outside, why didn’t you bring an umbrella?”

Well, I’ll tell you why, I didn’t think that it would rain. Especially, the amount that it had rained. Smh and because me being stupid and naive, I thought that it was just only going to be a drizzle and that’s it.

But no! Ugh, when me and my friend was walking it was raining not that hard though, but then it went hard on us when we were on the bridge WHICH I ALSO HATE. BRIDGES I MEAN..

YOU KNOW WHAT NO, I JUST HATE WATER.

I just, I don’t know always always bring an umbrella,okay!? and dont be a dumbass like me who just got soaked and wet with my hair dripping and i just thank god for wendy’s even though, we had to walk around in a circle a bunch of times and then go straight to a unknown street to find it.

Lesson learned just learned, man.. Should have just stayed inside even though, it was kind of fun XD

i remember when i saw pictures that were like “there’s no me without you’ or  ’you were my world’ and i would be like omg yes, and i would get so sad,but now i’ve been just laughing for days whenever i see them. I laugh and get a tinsy-winsy embarrassment because of the fact that I actually did feel that way towards a cheesy stupid yet so relate-able thing at one point.

and I just :”) lol thank god, I don’t feel that way anymore.

i dont get how i became so sentimental towards stuff.. like honestly, i rarely throw away stuff like everything that i got back from middle school and my first three years in high school is like either in my drawer or in a box and just lol idk why im like this, especially since i can never throw it away..

mm, I can bet that I’m going to have such a hard time when i move in my first apartment when i get older because i’ll either have too much stuff or not at all like a couch and a tv and that’s it..