• Wake up and run for two hours in the park
• Explore and get outside
• Try to get money first
• Paint my nails and try to see if I can actually design something
• Draw something even if it’s horrible
• Write a poem
• I need to stop stalking and check up on him because I shouldn’t care anymore
• clean up my room
• take pictures 

I’ve figured that I should make my Tumblr more home some where my thoughts can go put to rest and have things accomplished. So, I guess that’s why I want to renovate myself and just live instead of being on the computer all the time or even online when I can just go outside and just enjoy what I’ve always liked which were moments. I’m sixteen for god’s sake! I haven’t lived, I don’t even feel alive for that matter, so it’s time to exist.